Engaged to an amazing girl and couldnt b happier.
Feels like everything we have is falling apart. You no longer want to be around me. You don’t want to spend time with me. You want nothing to do with me. So everyday I now come home and feel that tug at my heart and slowly my cheeks become no longer dry. I can feel you slipping away from me slowly. I don’t want you going anywhere. Things ate hard right now, but you promised me we could get the through it. I love you with everything I have, but now it feels like it’s just going to shatter
When she gives you that look….after you’ve just had an argument and you’re dropping her off at her parents house because she wants to be there. She gives you that look where ”hey we are breaking” and then that kiss that says ”feels like the end”. Then you come home to an empty bed with her clothes on the bedroom floor and all the beautiful art work around you that she made and the photos of you anf her. Then your mom comes home and makes you feel like crap and your brothwr wondering where she went. I don’t know what to do. I feel like a monster and I am sure that is,what I wam becoming….
Sometimes I just wish it could be just you and me….. But at the same time I know that’s far from what you truely want.